resultt oo result !

hm today topik utame dak-2 uitm is result. and spt yg aku jgke, aku takan mmpu cpai dekan tuhh. huhuu. sedihh sgtt :( rase dahh usaha dahh. hm tade rezeki laa kodd. punah hrpn nk dpt ANC :"( n pling aku trase bile rmai mmbe aku yg dpt dekan. rase cm xlayak jea nk hang out ngn dorg. dorg pndai sape laa aku kann. newayy aku bgge ngn dorgg. tahniah korg. and one more thing, awek abg aku yg asal dr skola tknik, engineering pulakk tuh, bolehh dpt dekan. tipu laa if aku ckp aku x rase pape kan. down glerrrrrrr. huhuu. ntahhlaa. pape pon bersyukur sbb tade paper yg kne repeat. as long lulus cukop laa kan.

every picture have storyyy

tepuk sebelah tgn takan berbunyik kan ? huhuu :(

yeahh. really do !

you are soo special. that's why everyone love you

yes. i really want to remove you. but howwwwwwww ????

M D A W !

tetibe rase nk update psal dye. hehee <3 em taleyh bgtaww full name dye. bhaya sgt. t law dye o sesape yg knal dye bace, naye jea. ok laa kan. ekceli aku da lme admire dye. since form 3 lgy *er lme keh ?. dye tua staon dr aku. kire batch abg aku laa. cume abg aku tuh xbpe ok ngn dye. tataw laa npe. plus abg aku punz da xstay skola tuh. ok berbalik kpd cter ttg dye. dye dak science stream. pndai siott ! dahh laa sweet,pndai,baek. huhuu. maken terpikat i d buatnye ;)

naek form 4, ade ckit kberanian. try tego dye kt fb, hm ade jugak laa respon. nk tego face to face mang xlaa kan. mau ngange aku dpn dye. hewhew. then dpt nmbo dye from samwan. HEPY GLER ! text dye pulak. ade respon laa ! hehee. tp xbyk laa yg ktorg texting. dak tuh kan faymess. spe laa aku nk text dye skmo.

then ade satu hari tuh tyme bcaan yassin brjemaah ttbe cegu pggil dye ntok ketuai bcaan yasiin. aku dahh :0 seriously ?? mmbe sume dahh siku-2 aku. snyum-2 kmbing. hehee. dgn pnuh smgt aku punz bace laa yassin. tp spoil laa ! dye kurg sehat ckit. bace punz sangkot-2. huaaa ~ tp suare dye sgt sdap bler bace :')

balek skola aku text dye tnye npe td. then dye ckp tkak dye saket. aww. soo sad. hm. afta that tade da dye ketuai bcaan yasiin. huhuu :(
evry tyme ade pluang msty aku curik-2 pndang dye. dye laa smgt yg wt aku mnapak g skola. if xnmpk dye, adoii. xsmgt jea nk stdy. ex aku punz bengang jea. kihkihkih :P

then after dorg spm, aku laa yg pling sdih. sbb da xdpt jmpe dye. hmm. tp nk wt cane kn. just hoping will meet him again. pluang trakhir bler dorg amek result t laa.
unfortunately, dye dtg lmbt tyme amek result tuh. dye g amek kt blik guru. trlepas sudaa pluang aku.

now, dye kt uitm arau. n dpt taw dye da ade awex ! huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'(((( menanges aku dohh !

p/s : awakk tetap d hati sye :)

31 march 2012 @ 3.40 p.m.

losing my mom at that date. it such a very sad day ever. i took bus from jengka to melaka and reach there by 2.30 p.m. rushing to my mom n kissed her. tears starting to fall over. tried to keep my sadness from her but i'm failed. reading yassin, praying, teach her to say "lailahaillallah". soon after that, my aunt took over my place. they holding my mom hand n slowly my mom close her eyes. Ya Allah ! i feel like the time is stopped. kept calling 'mak' hoping that she is just sleeping. but the truth is she already left us. crying out loud. mommm. why did you left me ? i still don't have the opportunity to give her happiness, bring a diploma, treating her with my first salary, send her to Mekah n so manyy more. 

nangis lgy terok dr gmbr niyh.

cried a lot till i feel like can't breath normally. answering call with that condition. letting others know that I AM CRYING with severe. cannot talk to them. aunts kept ask me to be strong. but i can't. really. able to bathe her body. telling heart to be strong and don't cry. waiting for my elder brother. he ask not to buried her till he arrive. till 8pm, he still not arrive. they have to buried her a.s.a.p. my dad cried,asking n begging them to wait. try to calm my dad but i cry too. fortunately they agree to wait a little bit. finally after isya' he arrives. he is so strong. he is not crying. he kissed our mom for the last time. after that we hugged each other. giving and sharing calmness. 

trying to accept Allah's will. Allah loves my mom more that's why Allah take her. thenx to all my frenz who give me support. i truly love you guys. losing someone i love forever really hurts, but i still have friends and family love. 

kenangan dengan ibu tersayang. rindu tyme niyhh !

mom. forgive me for all my doings. i love you with all my heart mom. my pray will always be with you.